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[30 Jul 2005|11:21pm] |
iwrote this
Look At Her Now...
A deep black lavender top
Shotgun hair back
Fingers through her hair
Swiftly behind your ear
The only thing between you two is hot air
Cause by your breath
Up his arm no tattoo mark
Lips across hers
And now im lost
The only thing no secret is the size of your grin
The time on my mind the same time 3 am
Im sure your happy were you are
But from this side of the river
It’s still not clear
A twister of mixed emotions
Bumpy surface of your skin
Clips from a soft eye sight
Thumping so hard
Your chest can cave in
Skin turns warm from cold
But still shiver in the blanket
Of flesh and bones
Tell him I love you
And now im lost
The only thing no secret is the size of your grin
The time on my mind the same time 3 am
Im sure your happy were you are
But from this side of the river
Its still not clear
Pure white turn damage
With a scent of black
All is lost
Grip tight mist wet leather
4 inches down across my eyes
Curtin of thin lined strands
Covering nothing still looking
With a small skin layer Eyes closed
Roll of film Mentally playing not to end
And now im lost
And now I’m Lost…
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| hey im happy |
[26 May 2005|04:54pm] |
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Ok here it goes we have a show tomorrow at the celler and it starts at 6:30 and we play around 7 and alson im so happy with melissa i thin she is awsome. i can just sit there and hold her for hours and i also feel like i can be myself around her. she has gotten to know the real me not the asshole anthony the real anthony lopez and im so glad i can be like that around here. Im so lucky she is smart beautiful and what the hell is she doing with me? but im glad she found me
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| Hello Long Time no see |
[15 May 2005|10:59am] |
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All those people that said i willl find happiness one day and it will be the most beautiful girl ive ever seen... I've found it and i couldnt be any happier :)
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[21 Mar 2005|09:02pm] |
I forgot i had one of these so i shall type. well i have a new band ( I'm still in DC) we should have a show some time in April and if you like dc well its nothing like it but it should be fun. I am still writting songs now more then every and i am writting more songs for everyone to understand if anyone wants to do our web site for us please let me know cause i dont know how to do that stuff.
Does anyone have any memories of me???
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[03 Mar 2005|09:38pm] |
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We also have a brand new song we start at 7:45
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[04 Jan 2005|10:48pm] |
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you know what i dont care who read's this because i am sitting here back from talking to jericka yes jericka its no secret no more to my co-workers and well we talked and i guess im threw i try my best really i did i threw my heart stright to her but i guess she is a horrible catch and something went wrong. If it wasn't for someone else i would have the girl i have been looking for the girl that made me more sensitive the girl that short of tamed the jackass of me. and now with the starting words "what should i do" to her she explain's with hesintation and says for the first time she loves me but she cant love me with all her heart. and that she is not the one for me but i think she is. she even said if it wasnt for other people we would be but i guess in the long run nice guys finish last and i still know she loves me and you know what for the first time in my life i am sure i wanna say this and thats i love her with all my heart no more thinking of other pople no more maybe this one or this other girl it was her who i loved and now somehow i fucked it up maybe i am the one person to walk alone and now i face my fate and accept it for what it is. Look now i shead a tear my first tear in hella long. I honestly never felt this sad in my life beisdes when adam died. What to do now that i accpeted my fate and know thats all what my destine in life is. god i fucked this up. And in graved in my tombstone will say friend and a better friend fuuuuuuuuck i hella need anyhting to get me thru this and on our last drive thru Larch road me hold hands for the last time and look up and see a shooting star seriouly no joke how rare we both at the same time look at the same star and see and we both wish for different things and with every stranght in my body i dont think i will give up he sister notices and her friends see it but i think it is too much to handle right now i am in love but love is useless if i have no one to share it with.
Fuck Emotions
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[04 Jan 2005|01:19am] |
Me: I wanted to give you the first "I LoVe You" of the new year so I Love you
Her: Okay Thanks Bye
But she swears she still wants me to stay, and saddly i still wanna stay for her...
"I gave her my heart and she gave me a pen..."
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| Pop |
[01 Jan 2005|11:47pm] |
this is for miss pop
some days you want things to be perfect
somethings that she wont expect
a simple kis
a little hug
how i wanted for the hug
all the things i've always saw
it all just a simple thought
a 1,00 things left unsaid
a 1,000 words i'll never say
it'll just be kept
inside my head
"your so beautiful"
"you are heaven"
why cant these words be said
only brough up in my bed
i wanna tell you
all the things i've always saw
it all just a simple thought
a 1,00 things left unsaid
a 1,000 words i'll never say
it'll just be kept
inside my head
a 1,00 things left unsaid
a 1,000 words i'll never say
it'll just be kept
inside my head
a 1,00 things left unsaid
a 1,000 words i'll never say (screamed)
it'll just be kept
inside my head
a 1,00 things left unsaid
a 1,000 words i'll never say (both)
it'll just be kept
inside my head
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[31 Dec 2004|01:28am] |
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you ruin my life and now i hope your life sux bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[09 Dec 2004|09:42pm] |
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i got a my space so whats your guys my space links niggas
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[05 Dec 2004|10:43am] |
as time goes on i can never forget
all the times we had memories i protect
seems like yesterday when i last saw your face
you're no longer here and noone can replace
all the times we had wish they could happen again
ill hold you in my heart in my heart till the end
if i could make a change it'd be me not you
so hard to see you go so sad but true
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[27 Nov 2004|11:38pm] |
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finally i finish organizing my video all i have to do is make an intro(witch is hard as fuck) and put it on the disc so im almost their!!!!!
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[27 Nov 2004|09:04pm] |
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thanksgiving alone wow how fun...
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[21 Nov 2004|10:53pm] |
with every single letter in every single word there
will be a hidden message about a boy that's
loves a girl
do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off
pretend its all okay that there's someone out there
who feels just like me
there is
fun weekend... well i had fun and i should be having a good week
i still want more
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[26 Oct 2004|10:38pm] |
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have i influenced anyone's life????
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[18 Oct 2004|10:19pm] |
old lyrics i thought i would put them up...
“For Her”
The rain falls
The tears are coming
How could she ever knowed
She wants forever
But he never came back home
The candles out the is dying
She picks up the phone to let me know
I don’t know why I put up with it
I will never forget
But I still talk to her
She forgot
And it will happen again
Again…
I drive in the rain
For miles and miles
Spend my last five bucks
On a thing that symbolized you
Antesapate a hug
Then your back on the phone
With your someone
Who did you wrong
When he does it again
She will pick up the phone and call again
Again…
I don’t know why I put up with it
I will never forget
But I still talk to her
She forgot
And it will happen again
Again…
I don’t know why I put up with it
I will never forget
But I still talk to her
She forgot (scream)
And it will happen again
Again…(scream)
Forgotten…
Back again…(scream)
Forgotten…
Back…
Don’t matter just don’t wanna see you sad(scream)
I don’t know why I put up with it
I will never forget
But I still talk to her
She forgot
And it will happen again
Again…
never sad (scream)
I don’t know why I put up with it
I will never forget
But I still talk to her
She forgot
And it will happen again
Again…
NEVER AGAIN (Scream)
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[29 Sep 2004|10:03pm] |
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I GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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[26 Sep 2004|05:06pm] |
had a show friday it was fun, then we went to nilles house and hung out for awhile and talked about alot of stuff. And on saturday went to calvin and steve's house to buy Wresltemainia 21 tickets. couldnt get then on ticketmaster but bought them on ebay for 750.01 for 4 tickets. so thats around 191 dollars a ticket thats ok thou it will be worth it. And today i think i feel like a new person.i was think too much about one person that it was changing the way i am and one of my friends told me and well she is right and you know what i miss the i dont give a fuck anthony. they airagent smart ass comments i have to say and i know some people didnt like it but hey at least im telling you the truth right. so now im back to normal.
what else is new hmmmm...i like a new band, Hawthrone heights they sound great. im improving my screamo voice i have also realized that it is more then a joke i use to just do high pitch screams and now i know i can get that high so it is now about controlling it. So that has me doing somethin.
the 29th is coming up soon. so many record people might be at this show so i heard.i hope we get at least a little bit of cridet from people who understand our type of music so yea thats about it.
ps
senior breakfest was fun
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